Bleh

Feeling not so hot about myself right now.

Megan just came over with all her professional wedding pictures- there is a montage of them while I was giving my speech where I look like I am with child.

Do you ever wish you could go back to the time pictures were taken and tell yourself to stand up straight and suck the "F" in?

I do. Especially now.

I think I may have camera/mirror dyslexia. I can look at myself in the mirror and think damn I look pretty good today and take a picture of myself and think damn that looks pretty hot and then someone else will take a picture of me and I think... EWWWWWW!

Oh well. I'm not going to get down on myself or throw a pity party or fish for compliments. I've been eating like crap/not working out (at least not since my bout with the super boring and tedious shred) and I have to own up to it and deal with the results of that today.

So there's that.

Thank God tomorrow is Friday!

Yay. Just one more day standing between me and the end of one of the crappiest weeks in a long time!

So that's good.

Sleep Sweet, Dream Big

Miss Amber Lane