I am still very much lost.
I know the answers to all the questions but I feign stupidity so that I don't have to face the truth. I have made a gran fucking mess out of this thing that used to be my life - and not a bad life at that ... And now ... Well it- meaning my life and myself are shells of what we once were.
Let me tell you this - don't trust a friend in business without contracts. Don't assume you can trust A boss who pretends to be your friend. Don't trust a man who will knowingly pursue a married woman. And Never, EVER take for granted what you have right in front of you, you never know when it will go up in smoke if you do.
I'm not giving up.
I. Will. Rise. Above it.
And someday, when I can look back and laugh - ill tell you all about it.